Update

Mom is doing pretty bad today. Its definitely the sickest she's been, she's running a little bit of a fever, and her breathing has slowed a lot. She's lost her appetite almost completely now, and she seems more confused mentally by the day. The nurses have told us they fear that the cancer is starting to take over, but I also know mom is losing her will to fight. This battle has been such a long one. Its been 8 weeks of constant throwing up, fevers, swelling feet, and more. I pray that when it is time, it will be peaceful for everyone, and that we will all have peace knowing mom will have finally won her battle.
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More Lives Than A Cat

I've been back in Greenville today, and once again am totally confused by a "good day" for mom. She looked great this morning, got up washed her hair, put on makeup and we even got out of the house. Of course, then she had enough...probably pushed it a little too far and we had to get her back home to rest. She said she felt pretty bad by that point but she still looked better than she has in days. She doesn't seem to be getting quite as sick as in past days, but her feet are still very swolen.

And get this - for the first time in 7 weeks - her bowels actually started working! I asked the nurses what that meant and they haven't really had any answers for me. So we continue to get through each day, trying hard not to jump to conclusions - good or bad - trusting God for todays answers and praying for another good day tomorrow. One day at a time...

Meanwhile, a friend put it perfectly earlier today...she really does seem to have more lives than a cat!

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Mom

We were told today to expect very little more time with mom. She's running a fever again, and none of her other symptoms have improved. I will continue to post - just please continue to pray for her peace in the days to come.
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The Latest Developments

I'm sorry it has been a while since my last post. It has been a very rough couple of weeks. Mom is staying pretty confused because of the levels of meds and the state of her current health. So some days she remembers why things are the way that they are and other times she doesn't. We've had to have a lot of conversations multiple times, and you find you can only remind someone you love a couple of times that there is nothing else the doctors can do before you just want to stop having the conversation and breaking her heart and your own for the 100th time.

She is throwing up more and more each day, and now her feet are starting to swell and bruise. Apparently this is a sign that her body is shutting down so we are preparing ourselves for a few more weeks at the most.

She still tells me some days that things are going to work themselves out and she just knows this blockage will resolve itself. She just knows she's going to be fine again. I'm not sure how much of this she still truly believes and how much of it is just ingrained from years and years of fighting this disease. I tell her she's right and it is all going to be ok - I tell her this because I know God is taking care of her every step of the way and when the end does come, she will finally be ok in a way she hasn't been for 8 years. She will finally be cancer free.